It is already written

When he finds you, you will know he was made for you and he is the one God was preparing for you all along while you prepared and patiently waited. You will know by how he makes you feel and you won't feel like you're losing yourself but instead becoming completed.

The one for me hasn't quite found me yet but I can only imagine how I would feel, because it will be ordained by God, I won't have to question it or be unsure because he will be ready.

He will honor me and he will love me and I will do the same for him. I don't want perfection because I know it doesn't exist, I desire willingness and a heart that knows exactly what he wants, unafraid to pursue me and unashamed to LOVE me openly. Until then I will continue to do what I know I must do and not question or wonder about when my time will be. It is already written, we just have to continue walking our path towards our destiny.

"It's ok to be vulnerable.

It's ok to be Flawed.

It's ok to be hurt.

It's ok to live.

But never stop loving."

Q.Gibson

Someday I will look back and know exactly why it had to happen.

Wishful thinking

"..just for tonight
let me pretend
we are so much more
& tangled bed sheets are possible
& holding hands won't knot you
& we could steal a little time from the hour glass
& teach fate a few lessons
& give everyone the middle finger on our way out."

Kat Savage

Be Inspired

“Love someone because their soul inspires you, not because you’re interested in the relief from loneliness and companionship they can provide.

 Anybody can do that. Not just anybody can show you to yourself.”

Brianna Wiest

" If she only wants you, don't worry about who wants her."

What is Real Love?

“Love is soul work. Love can be met and joined with attraction and infatuation and all of that, but love will not fade when those things do. 

You can choose to close your heart to love, and run away, and avoid it for as long as you can in every way you can think of but if it was really, truly, the other-worldly, almost supernatural kind of love that we can only hope to be graced with at least once in this life experience, 

it will not leave you. 

You can love many people, but at the end of the day, the love you need to choose is the love that, even if you close your heart to, still moves you. 

The love you still write about. 

The love you can’t face. 

The love you’re still not okay with losing, that you’re angry about; the love that uprooted your life and contorted your being. 

The love you ran away from because it showed you who you are without the guise of worth given from someone else. 

This is love because these are all signs that you are closing your heart and to be doing so, there has to be something going through you for you to be able to close off. 

Real love will be the love you realize that remains even after you close your heart to it, because it sustains itself. It drives you forward. It brings up all the unhealed parts of you that you have to reconcile.”

 Brianna Wiest