The hardest part of missing someone is when you miss someone who you know isn't good for you. You grasp the logic behind it. You understand the reasons why you shouldn't love them and why they don't deserve you, but you don't know why you can't let them go. Why they still linger through your mind, why they pop up in your dreams, and why certain songs will make you think of them.
Sometimes it's hard to let go because our hearts have been bruised and sometimes it's because we are still truly hurt.
When you lose someone who means so much to you, you have to learn to get on without them and that in itself can be challenging when they're such a big part of your life and who you are.
I've learned that it takes time. I'll get there eventually. I just need to trust the hours to get me through.
"Letting go is never easy. There is no short cut or trick to it. You must be committed enough to your future to let go of your past. Its not easy and it's likely to hurt but its for the best. " Dr Steve Maraboli